NOTE: If you’ve ever seen Pink Floyd The Wall or The Jerry Springer Show, You’ll understand…
How it ever came to this
I’m standing on the brink
I don’t know what to think
My mind is aching and its full of lust for you
And hatred fills my heart
I lust therefore I hate
You looked at me and had that look
I felt the passion, rage and anger
Laying on the floor at night and playing silly games
Melted wax hits sweating flesh and splatters all around
How it came to this
I’ll never know
How it came to this
I’ll never know
Watching pornographic films and fiddling with myself
I cry out loud for help
My heart is breaking and its full of hate for you
And lust, it fills my soul
I breath therefore I lust
I must know how it came to this
I must know if I’m twisted or I’m not
I could be violent
Or I could be a puss
I have such little self control
At any time I could explode
How it came to this
I’ll never know
How it came to this
I’ll never know
Making love with strangers and I’m fighting with my friends
It never ends and I grow tired
I’m wired and I’m felling very sick
I pound another shot
I drink, therefore I am
The buzzing in my brain gets loud
I stumble and I tumble to the ground
I should just end it all
To be or not to be
For want of just one warm, wet kiss
I can’t believe it came to this!
How it came to this
I’ll never know
How it came to this
I’ll never know | 
